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7/6/03

Leadersheep

Something a little odd, today. Officially I've been a supervisor for about a week now, but today was my first day actually spent with my team. The first day that I was actually expected to DO it. It's also Sunday. This part is relevant because it's also a day when no other teams and no other supervisors are here for second shift. So I'm the highest point of authority in the building for about seven hours. The sad part is other than a few simple tracking issues and the impossible task of figuring out where the previous supervisor kept everything I don't really have much to do. Or at least there isn't much which falls into all three categories of "Things That Need Doing" and "Things I Know How to Do" and "Things I Have Access to Do." Kinda tricky to motivate others to work hard when I don't seem to be doing much of anything myself. But I did bring them all free pop, so I think my approval rating is still alright.

Despite the five months of various leadershippish activities which lead up to, and assisted me in, receiving this austere position, it's still always disconcerting to be the ranking official in charge. It probably has something to do with my continual immaturity, if I had to guess. Being professional at work is something I've always treated rather like a role-playing game in which I don't get to use any dice. (I own about 10 times more dice than any one person needs to play any of these games, mind you.) So other people are looking to me for the responsible answers to situations that affect their careers, when all along I've just been pretending I'm capable and conscientious as a way of making it through my days.

In summary: Suckers!