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12/16/02

Waking Dreams

Lately I've been having these dreams about waking up. Like, I actually dream about getting out of bed (sometimes I don't make it), some sort of morning routine (not always in the morning), getting dressed (I don't get that naked dream that people talk about), and going to work or school or somewhere. But you know, I wake up-
and
-I'm in bed again. Sometimes when I wake up I go back to sleep, and sometimes I get out of bed, go through my morning routine, get dressed, get going, and wake up back in bed. That's the way these dreams have been going lately. This one,

This one's lasting longer than most. Maybe I'll wake up soon, or maybe I'll have to go back to bed.

These dreams, you know, in these dreams are all different mornings. Different clothes, different routines, different bedrooms, different jobs. These dreams are about different lives. I can't say they're not about my life, because I mean they're MY dreams, aren't they? (aren't they?)

Why wasn't it that one a few dreams back that lasted longer? It was nice, I was in a hurry, I think I had a deadline, waking up in that one felt more important. This one's not that bad, I suppose. You know, it could have been the one with the things in the darkness when I woke up, the one where the light switch
would
not
work.

But that was still an interesting change of pace.