2/10/04

Four days til one of the stupidest holidays ever started. Whoopee! I have always struggled to figure out why we need one designated day to tell our loved ones that we love them. WTF?

I realized a week or so ago that if you take away the four V-Day’s I was with my almost ex that I have broken up w/ men in (usually the end of) January for the last four relationships. Why? No clue; just happens that way and maybe that’s why I hate this upcoming holiday. Everyone buying roses, candy, teddy bears, stupid heart shaped crap, and making romantic plans for that evening as I sit and do jack. All your friends have plans w/ their significant other cuz they weren’t stupid enough to break up right before this fricken event.

Don’t get me wrong; I am not bitter. Just bummed that it’s here again. I love every other holiday for the natural fun reasons and they give me a reason to buy gifts J I even somewhat understand every other holiday; but think whoever started this one must have just gotten laid for the first time and still had that ‘love haze’ over their eyes. Maybe was on ectasy?

Oh, crap! Just remembered that it’s my mom and her 6th husband’s first anniversary in 4 days, too. Wonder what I’ll be doing in 4 days while everyone is exchanging lovey dovey junk and cuddling, once again…………..

Straight from the the Devil’s Dictionary (by Ambrose Bierce)

Repose
Exception
Damn

Danger
Experience
Vote
Ignoramus
Luminary