Futility. Mindless drudgery. The continual hope of finding someone to clutch fervently as we twirl toward the end. Wearing shame proudly as a badge. More plans than actions. Alcoholism's paraphenalia. Stationary. Finding the floor. Escapism into a world even less interesting. Love letter still unripped from the notebook. New socks. Tragically unread and tragically unwritten. Copper rose keeps cutting skin. The mists, the fog, the darkness. N/A N/A the waiting, the ever so pathetic waiting. Regretting the lack of regrets. Hungrily nauseous. Apathy as a defense against dissappointment. Growing to hate all the distances of love. Masturbatory distractions. Corporate fealty politics. Unshaven masses yearning to be yearned. Waited for digestion. Bloodshot comeshot, rimshot. Education in the churches. Spending hard-earned happiness. An inability to galumph. Words. Words. Words.