These are just things I write, okay? Sometimes they're profound insights or funny stories and I'm really proud of them. Other times it's mindless rhetoric that I've since completely changed my mind about and am ashamed of. But most of the time it's just words.

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5/14/01

Broken.

That dreary sort of limbo such that when I'm laying down I'm wide awake, yet when I get up I feel like I'm about to collapse. Thirsting for new excitement while only finding comfort with the repetition of those things most familiar. I think I'm in a solution, though. I'm going to nail a mattress to my wall so I can get some sleep, and leave my keyboard on the floor so I can write as soon as I wake up. Suddenly falling conscious. Looking over leftovers. Left overlooked. Cherish every thing in your life, especially the waiting. Maybe time to read a nice bedtime story by that sweet young Lovecraft fellow. Awake until mourning. Boundless bindings tied tight. Periwinkle.